Do u know me friend?DO you care for me friend?us, we two people at a juction in the intricate web of life that might never again intertwine.Is there devine intervention or merely coincidence we are here together in this precise moment while the tide of time continuously smashes against shore?In my twilight will you be there for me?will you sit beside me on a cliff and watch the sun set while the waves of time fade signaling the end of me?
Do i understand you my friend?Do i know when you need a shoulder to cry on or when u need someone to knee in the nuts?Will i be able to weather the storms of your life with you?Will u want me to share your joys or renegade me to backdrop of your world.Dear friend do not take for granted the time that we have together the fragality of life dictates that all that we have now is fleeting away as the tide.We might nvr have another chance to walk parallel to each other.
Shld our paths nvr cross again for we have been star crossed ,KNOW that as ideas are bullet proof nth can corrode our history.For time might move mountains and bring upon death what is within me is as eternal as the stars.

was sick today and felt pretty bad for i had to cancel shepherding with Yi Yuan. However i finally purged my house of all her things. I know is has taken more den awhile but re covery takes time k!!!Found a couple of receipts which i spent on her and wld u know from the range of 8 months i spend 2k on her...the difference of 4 months odd is because i threw those receipts away...( i feel damn cheapo for doing it but i was trying to do smth other den eom) oh well i was willing i suppose no1 else to blame..on a dumber note( if possible) I been thinking today if i wld martyr myself and surprisingly enough i felt tt i wld...God gives u courage i suppose and maybe for me compouds the aquarius noble soul syndrome..Visited her blog for the first time today...and saw a post marked july 11 with the lyrics of a song so typical...just wanted to clarify tt i have nvr cheated on you...2ndly i nvr said tt u will nvr find sum1 like me..

Victor has abrasions and bruises around his groin =( and has to lose weight again!On another note he is fasting from meat.*ponders his protein source*.



Now to his blog post.What is it that you are alive?Is it the fear of death or is there something holding you smth making life worth living?However is death really something to be afraid of?are we not born to die?Death being inevitable?or is it the fear of the unknown?i wld presume the latter.Maybe it is because we are afraid when death spells our finality we will be filled with regrets.- paragraph of rest of content which i will fill up when i am less brain dead-

Every1 of us has made a mistake in our lives and many if not all of us still do.But are we honestly making mistakes because we choose to or rather because of situation.haha for the first time i am going to say that we are all not responsible for our mistakes because none of us wish to make a mistake but it is often with our misled ideas of right and wrong and what we deem important that we do.so now that we know we make mistakes how is it that we avoid it?is it even possible to do so for that matter?considering pt 1 as above which i state that we make mistakes because of accidents this wld lead to the conclusion tt it is nt.so maybe if we were omniscient we might...till den let our mistakes and imperfections rot amongst themselves....

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.