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Sunday, December 28, 2008
The brittleness of the human flesh is frightfully real. Bones held together by fragments of muscles and ligaments wrapped around by a measly layer of cells sewn together with threads of veins. Limbs roughly hewn together waiting to be broken off like a gargoyle on its stone hedge. Pasty faces painted upon with vacuous pride built upon by the gull of beguiled truths. Barren brains bared: equivocating hypocrites. Words articulated Actions consummated are but lies. Fragile terracotta figurines dancing in a sanctimonious cesspool. Hedonists with an abyss of avarice, aphrodisia, acrimony, apathy and amour-propre, Epicures even jealous of the smallest morsel. Blandishing now, belligerent then. Has the fickleness no end? Nay for it is nigh contempt contemplated, vindictive verdict, a vendetta, Annihilation, the horseman of death aided by famine, pestilence and war paragon unto apocalypse.


posted at 3:02 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008
1. DESIRED OBJECTIVES OR BEHAVIOR DICTATED BY DESIRED OBJECTIVES. Demands that ideas and emotions shall merge and blend perfectly. Refuses to make any concessions or to accept any compromises.
2. THE EXISTING SITUATION OR BEHAVIOR APPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION. Acts calmly, with the minimum of upset, in order to handle existing relationships. Likes to feel relaxed and at ease with his associates and those close to him.
3. CHARACTERISTICS UNDER RESTRAINT OR BEHAVIOR INAPPROPRIATETO THE EXISTING SITUATION. Feels that he cannot do much about his existing problems and difficulties and that he must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left him listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.
Clings to his belief that his hopes and ideals are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to his choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.
4. REJECTED OR SUPPRESSED CHARACTERISTICS OR ANXIETY-LADEN CHARACTERISTICS. Displays impatience and agitation. Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved -- that life must be experienced to the full. As a result, he pursues his objectives with fierce intensity and will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting his nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels he can only be at peace when he has finally reached his goal. Impatient involvement.
5. THE ACTUAL PROBLEM OR BEHAVIOR RESULTING FROM STRESS. The fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants drives him to the exploration of all types of experiences, so that he can categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes his method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.
Has a fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants. This leads him to employ great personal charm in his dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for him to reach his objectives.


posted at 1:50 AM